Daily Devotional


Speaking is so difficult. We watch what we say, don’t want to offend anyone. We often tip-toe around not to step on anyones toes. If we have to confront someone about something it’s rarely easy and often times terrifying so we put it of as long as possible to avoid any negative outcome. In Ezekiel 2: 6-9 God speaks to him and says ” Son of man, do not fear them. Don’t be afraid even though their threats are sharp as thorns and barbed like briers, and they sting like scorpions. Don’t not be dismayed by their dark scowls. For remember they are rebels. You must give them my messages whether they listen or not. But they won’t listen, for they are completely rebellious. Son of man listen to what I say to you . Do not join them in being a rebel. Open your mouth and eat what I give you.”  That is terrible. Being told to go to people knowing full well that what you are about to speak is going to be rejected, they are going to threaten you, scowl at you and sting you like scorpions. We don’t want to speak when we don’t know the outcome and just fear the unknown, but knowing….. that is something else entirely.

But then God goes on to say “I am sending you to the people of Israel, but they won’t listen to you any more than they listen to me. For the whole lot of them are hard-hearted and stubborn. But look I have made you as hard and stubborn as they are. I have made you as hard as a rock. So don’t be afraid of them or fear their angry looks”

God knows what I need in order to fight the battles that I have to fight and he has equipped me with the weapons. He has made me as hard as a rock so that when I hear a word I will be able to go out and speak it, do it, write it, what ever it is that he is telling me to do. So what’s holding me back now, nothing.

In my life I should be more concerned about what God thinks of what I’m doing then anyone else. In the past when God has given me a word for someone, or given me a lesson to teach in my group, I try to manipulate how I deliver it. I think about how I can word it so that it will be received well, so that no one will be offended or hurt ……. I have been more concerned about them then about God and in that I have ended up puting God second to them. I have been more fearful of “Man” then of God. When I’m delivering a message I have to know that God is sitting right next to me, and as I deliver it I have to ask myself am I looking to God for approval or to “Man.” Am I fearing what God will think of me or what “Man” will think.I know that a lot of things in my life would have been different if I had responded to every situation with “God is right here next to me, what is he thinking of what I’m doing right now.”God I thank you for the grace and mercy that you show me. That when I screw up you love me and teach me, but God I want to please you, before anyone else. I don’t want to even wonder what someone else is thinking before asking you first what you think. God I put you first. I love you.

Romans 8:32 “He who did not spare is own Son, but gave him up for us all”

“He who did not spare his own Son”……. I saw this in a new light this morning.If I spare some change to someone on the street, in my heart this is not the same as giving a gift of money to them. When I’m sparing I’m taking inventory of all of what I have and keeping what I need and giving only what I can spare, the minimum.

In my relationship with the Lord, in loving my neighbors, in doing good works, I had to ask am I sparing what I think I can or want to , or am I giving everything. Am I sparing little or giving it all. Giving is with a servant’s heart sparing is with a selfish heart. God I want to be a servant. I don’t want to spare anything of me, I want to give it all to you, and you first. Sparing nothing but giving everything.